Photo essay

Photo essay: Aman Alam’s Ozymandias

A black and white photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, titled Naseem in the Sun. Sunbathing in the winter sun during the second Covid lockdown. Sunlight on her body always cheers her up.
Naseem in the Sun. Aman Alam’s grandmother Naseem during the second Covid-19 lockdown. Photograph by Aman Alam

A poignant and disorienting meditation on time, truth and the devastating toll of dementia


Amaal Said

Picture researcher

To view the images that make up Aman Alam’s Ozymandias is to feel both disoriented and deeply moved. From 2020 on, the Indian photographer photographed his grandmother, Naseem, as she lived with Alzheimer’s disease. 

The resulting series, Ozymandias, currently showing at the French photography festival Les Rencontres d’Arles, is both a tribute to Naseem and an intimate record of caregiving and loss. 

Alam, 32, who lives and works between Bengaluru and Kolkata, began making the photographs while he and his mother shared responsibility for her care. What began as a way for Alam to cope with the overwhelming experience of watching her health deteriorate gradually developed into a larger body of work.

Remembering his grandmother, who died in April, he says: “She was always a larger-than-life figure. She was a college professor. She was a college principal after that. Whenever we used to go back home, me and my mum, during the summers, and we would meet her, it always just felt like I was in awe.”

Alam’s poignant black and white photographs whirl and refuse to stay still. Time shifts within the project, moving between his grandmother as a young woman and in her later years, in a hospital bed, her family caring for her.

Alam allows the viewer to take from his work what they will, resisting the idea of a single version of truth. “I started out with photojournalism and very hardcore documentary photography stuff, where it was very important to stick to what the so-called truth is when you put work out,” he says.

He took a completely different approach to this project.

“I think over the past four or five years, dealing with how things have been with my grandmother’s health and the rest of things in life, I’ve sort of changed… where I just feel that a photograph does not really hold truth,” Alam says. “It does not hold objective truth, at least. And maybe, to an extent, that there is no objective truth. Everything is just what we make of it, our perspective of it.”

Ozymandias brings together archival and original photography, medical scans and handwritten notes. There are images of dogs, horses and birds, of Alam’s mother and close family rallying around his grandmother. A walnut resembles a brain. 

For Alam, photography offered a way of dealing with the pressures of caregiving. He describes his camera “an emotional support tool”, and explains that “whenever a situation would get too overwhelming, I would press the shutter”.

Alongside photography, he also turned to his faith. His grandmother was the person who taught him how to read the Qur’an and how to pray.

Alam’s simple wish is for the work to find a wider audience, for it to travel — for the project not to simply be about his own grandmother, but to be useful to anyone going through similar experiences.

“Everyone could sort of see themselves in the photos to some extent,” he says. “And that was sort of what I wanted, that this is not only my grandmother’s story. She could be your grandmother as well. She could be anyone. This is just a very universal human story.”

Aman Alam’s Ozymandias is on show at Les Rencontres d’Arles until 4 October 2026. 

A black and white photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, titled Naseem’s Morning Walk. In the image, Gudia and Laxmi, Naseem's two nurses, help her with her morning walk inside the house in Agra. She now needs help with the most basic of motor functions
Naseem’s Morning Walk. Photograph by Aman Alam

A black and white Malik family archive photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, showing her as a child, with two other children
A photograph from the Malik family archive featuring Alam’s grandmother as a child.. Photograph by Aman Alam

A black and white photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, titled Storm IV. Alam says: 'Throughout 2022-24, I was constantly shuttling between Agra (family) and my work. That period was a fragile state for my mental health, and this was when I first noticed I was developing existential thoughts.'
Storm IV. ‘Throughout 2022-24, I was constantly shuttling between Agra and my work. That period was a fragile state for my mental health.’ Photograph by Aman Alam

A black and white photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, titled Lost Horse. It shows a lost horse wandering outside Naseem's house during a storm
A lost horse wandering outside Naseem’s house during a storm. Photograph by Aman Alam

A black and white photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, titled Cleaning the Dishes, which became an obsessive compulsion for her. The close-up image of tap water hitting a plate held by a hand adorned with rings and a bracelet shows Alam's mother cleaning dishes at 3am
Cleaning the Dishes. ‘I woke up one night to find her alone in the kitchen, cleaning dishes at 3am.’ Photograph by Aman Alam

An out of focus black and white photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, showing her seated, waving her arms in the air
‘The initial signs of forgetfulness, emerging paranoia and occasional aggression were visible to us for years, but we never thought much about it and attributed it to “old age”.’ Photograph by Aman Alam

A black and white photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, showing a mother pigeon, building her nest outside Naseem's window glass, which makes the outline of the bird fuzzy
A mother pigeon, building her nest outside Naseem’s window. Photograph by Aman Alam

An out of focus black and white photograph from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, titled Agra Lunatic Asylum. The image shows a man pushing what appears to be a hospital gurney with a patient in it
The Institute of Mental Health and Hospital in Agra. Photograph by Aman Alam

A black and white close up shot of a walnut, from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, titled Give me a Walnut Instead. Alam says his grandmother joked that walnuts are all she needs to keep her brain healthy. She says the medicines don’t work.
Alam’s grandmother joked that walnuts were all she needed to keep her brain healthy. Photograph by Aman Alam

A black and white image of a woman with a white shawl over her head, from Aman Alam's series Ozymandias, documenting his grandmother's life with Alzheimer's, titled Naseem at prayer. Alam says that after forgetting almost everyone and everything around her, Naseem still remembered her prayers perfectly. 'She seems
confident and comfortable when she prays. In those moments I get glimpses of the woman who raised me and a reminder that she is still with me.'
Naseem in prayer. Photograph by Aman Alam

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